Tumultuous
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It is coarse, it burns, I bleed, I wither, I crash and burn tonight
I sigh, I sense, the rain, repents, rescinds, in black and white
Of vengence, of hatred, of anger, of anguish, the burden of it, immense
But prefaced by sorrow, by bleeding tomorrow, tormented by present tense
Imploring, beseeching, twisting and screeching, revealing tumultuous scars
From soldiers that cure, and wounds obscure, how blissfully twisted we are
Of morsels of death, and morsels of life, glossing in futile refrain
Believing we know, the seeds we sow, will harvest our crop again
So battles are fought, and empires are wrought, and kingdoms are won and lost
We harvest our meals, of shrapnel and steel, of money the bullets have cost
With mortar shells, and silver bells, and presents wrapped in glee
A doctrine of sheer syntaxual errors, and creeds we cannot flee
Of lofty poignance, and the preaching of solace, of hungry mouths we feed
Of truth, of wisdom, of knowledge, of freedom, of noble books we read
It is much, it is much, it is much, it is much, it is much too much to take
How less contorted, it would, be if, my eyes, you were to rake
It is coarse, it burns, I bleed, I wither, I crash and burn tonight
I cry, I sense, my tears, repent, how blinded I am by sight
I'm a freak of nature. A natural calamity waiting to happen. Of consequences. And things inconsequential.
11:31 PM
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Used the Open Source Poetry Tool to write a poem called Tumultuous -
Tumultuous
by Arunabh Das
It is coarse, it burns, I bleed, I wither, I crash and burn tonight
She sighs, I sense, the rain, repents, rescinds, in black and white
3:49 AM
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A Mammoth Migration
I am in the middle of a major migration and as migrations go, this is the biggest ever. I have 2 transport over 20 gigs of code across servers. Aside from the amount of time and bandwidth this sort of migration consumes, I need to make sure that there is not a single file that does not pass checksum and I have 2 ensure that the file permissions don't get umasked and I have to additionally ensure that the databases also are moved, together with their configs intact. It's a task of mammoth proportions but it has to be done.
3:41 AM
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The War of the Ages
In the Grandiose Heliocentric Lands was a pallid Troubador
With an army that had decimated, the Graeco-Roman shores
And the ruler of the Martian lands, the giant Ganymede
Was the ruler of the people that were known as Andromedes
The Pallid Troubadorian, had conquered all but Mars
His empire stretched from Mercury to all the distant stars
The Andromedian ruler said, that Mars he would defend
And render he, the people free, and tyranny would end
And so through fourteen hundred years, of Troubadorian times
Through fears of viruses that kill, and autocratic crimes
The Andromedian ruler, he had battled strife and wars
He would fight the pestilential germs, and mesozoic spores
The Troubadorian tyranny, would fester wounds and fears
His concentration camps and blood, bled coarse and garbled tears
His people they were seeking not, but seeking parity
For fortitude, not plenitude, they sought not charity
And thus began the story of the Wars of the Ages
The Troubadorian peoples felt, locked as though in cages
They knew the Andromedian ruler would, free them someday
And Troubadorian tyranny, would all but fade away
1:03 AM
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My code needs to live on. And so I have to make the hard choice. I have to move away from the R hosting company and go to the N hosting company.
12:48 AM
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If you're one of those people who think they can just cash in on karma whenever they feel like. I have some news for you. You can't. But one thing is undeniable. The possibility exists. It's actually easy for me to sit here and say that everything just magically falls into place but the truth is that it doesn't quite happen like that. It happens in a tumultuous sort of way.
11:23 PM
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Rock it...
- Arunabh Das
Not suspecting that the four right tears can make you cry, we all want to rock this joint, don't we? Not suspecting for a moment that we all have the power to create something so utterly brilliant, so overtly priceless, so mind-numbingly precious, that it will take your breath away. We all want to rock this joint and having rocked it, we can say that we have been there, done that. But have we really? I guess I can honestly say that we have all been there, done that, if only in our imaginations and how ironic, is it not, that the things that we see in our imaginations are the things that really matter. How confounded is it that we see all of this and yet, we do not see?
12:42 AM
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Thinking in recursion
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- by Arunabh Das
Thinking in recursion...this is a simple exercise in thinking in recursion...By thinking in recursion, I am only attempting to think recursively. I am only trying to take the output of a process, a concept, if you will and using it as the input to the concept itself. It seems that in recursion lies the answers to many questions. God is the search for God Himself. Life is the process of trying to figure out what life is. Time is the shortest distance between the now and the time when we started out trying to define time. We are because we are seeking to define what we are.
So in all of this, I am just playing the percentages. Just coloring inside the lines. Groping around in the dark, inside the box, trying to find the light switch. Not the character flaws, nor the random nuance, not the myriad befuddlement, nor the jagged shards of personalities protruding...just a plain subtleness....a plain anguish...
12:40 AM
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Tuesday, May 10, 2005
what i learnt - Ganesh is My Om-Boy
i learnt that ritalin is coke for kids. met dan and presley / steve (captain badass cafepress.com), sarah and cemeli. what were we all doing? squandering our petty lives. i was trying to squander it. but if anything i ever did had any meaning, i would've failed. pa ti meowed and she gave us all mini meows and whiskers. das boot badass. bollywood bloodbath, 18th century homestead....doing banjos on the sitar. ganesh is my homeboy.
11:21 PM
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